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Adding to the ever-expanding list of reasons and ways I am somewhat less sane then I should be:

I am mentally incapable of social imperfection. I can't have people upset or angry or annoyed or anything through my actions, most importantly, I can't have them hurt. Because if I've hurt someone, that burns like a mofo.

More later, she lied. Like all promises of continuation, I doubt I'll ever come back to this entry and write more.

Sor

Original Tags: hurt, why i'm fucked up, nosce te ipsum, emo, self, me, hate, sorcy is fucked up, perfection, selfhate

on 2007-05-02 02:53 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] thorog.livejournal.com
*hugs*

on 2007-05-02 06:12 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] thestoryiswrong.livejournal.com
i feel the same way alot. i sort of have this complex that everyone needs to like me at all times. even if i am not fond of them or they of me. hurting someone's feelings is the worst feeling,...

*hug* if you ever need to talk i am always online..

-mell

on 2007-05-02 01:49 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] la-vie-cynique.livejournal.com
You are not the only one. Last time I did that to someone, I made myself physically sick from crying and crap. Not fun at all.

on 2007-05-03 10:04 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] garnet-rattler.livejournal.com
I'm like that up to some point ... and then I sort of mentally shrug and force myself to back off and/or let it go because the potential (or immediate and real!) self-damage is too great not to. Usually I realize that point too late, but oh well. Virtual Hugs in any case.

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