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sorcyressI'm tired. And I have a foreboding sense of doom/feeling of discomfort. And I'm not entierly sure why.
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Why do I do what people expect of me again? Because I'm too far caught in this rut to escape?
Proms tomorrow. Should be fun.
Theres stuff I should be doing. ALoS for English, homework for other classes, typing up that first SORC101 lesson (At this point, I'm changing the skedulan to whenever I feel like it)
Damn Thorog and his sushi devouring ways. *jealous* Damn McGig and his taking people I was talking to away ways. *mock-peeved*
Gyuh. Discontent. Theres the word. Why the hell am I discontented? I mean, besides the obvious "My grades are shit and theres abso-fucking-loutly NO WAY I'll get to college", I should be fine. Maybe I just need some sleep?
More then the six or so hours I'll get tomorrow. *sigh*
I should take a nap tomorrow. Or sleep now. Or both. But Satyr is busy stalking me, and Kat would get all peeved if I left and stuff.
I have nothing to say. Maybe I should just draw instead.
~Sor
MOOP!
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Why do I do what people expect of me again? Because I'm too far caught in this rut to escape?
Proms tomorrow. Should be fun.
Theres stuff I should be doing. ALoS for English, homework for other classes, typing up that first SORC101 lesson (At this point, I'm changing the skedulan to whenever I feel like it)
Damn Thorog and his sushi devouring ways. *jealous* Damn McGig and his taking people I was talking to away ways. *mock-peeved*
Gyuh. Discontent. Theres the word. Why the hell am I discontented? I mean, besides the obvious "My grades are shit and theres abso-fucking-loutly NO WAY I'll get to college", I should be fine. Maybe I just need some sleep?
More then the six or so hours I'll get tomorrow. *sigh*
I should take a nap tomorrow. Or sleep now. Or both. But Satyr is busy stalking me, and Kat would get all peeved if I left and stuff.
I have nothing to say. Maybe I should just draw instead.
~Sor
MOOP!
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on 2006-04-22 03:53 am (UTC)no subject
on 2006-04-22 06:05 am (UTC)Hey, I know the feeling of having everything set out and having to do all this stuff. So, um, I can't really offer advice, but I know how you feel.
I also know how it feels being discontent. I don't think you're ever going to get away from that feeling while you're in academia. Yeah, I'm so encouraging, aren't I? :)
Have a good time at the prom. Make sure it's better than mine was.
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on 2006-04-22 04:23 pm (UTC)Oddly, I don't think the disconent has very much to do with Academia. We'll see.
Thanks for the hugs.
~Sor
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on 2006-04-22 06:29 am (UTC)By the way, I think I know exactly how you feel. Talk to me some time and compare notes?
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on 2006-04-22 04:25 pm (UTC)not that I wasn't before, but you know what I mean.
~Sor