sorcyress: A character from a comic about the maintenance workers of the universe, holding a thumbs up and saying "MOOP!" (Zonker MOOP!)
SO LET'S TALK ABOUT BODA BORG!

Boda Borg is a team puzzle solving challenge dungeon. There are seventeen quests, each consisting of 2+ rooms. Every room has a success mode and at least one failure mode. Sometimes a lot of failure modes. They warn you right off the bat, and repeatedly, that you are going to fail, a lot. Especially because not one of the rooms comes with instructions...

Insert evil laughter and a whole lot of YES here. This is the sort of thing my parents were talking about when they wistfully sigh about how they wanted a big ol' warehouse on the nice side of town. They wanted to make their friends do this bullshit, and how!

Some of the quests are purely mental. Some of them are purely physical. Lots are in between! And I just spent EIGHT HOURS kicking ass, taking names, and having an absolutely great time.

[personal profile] mindways organized a group of 21 of us --eight veterans and thirteen newbies-- to come check it out. We got together at 2:00, and I wound up in a group with three strangers. The four of us kicked ass and had a lovely time --and yes, we failed a lot-- until about 5:30 when two of them had to leave.

Cue dinner and a group switch. I was itching to try some of the hardcore physical challenges --which I had been warned ranged from "kinda tough" to "American Ninja Warrior". And yes, there are at least two challenges that I am physically incapable of doing right now, which is genuinely and actually awesome. So I ran about with two different strangers, and Mindways, with me and Alex making lots of jokes about how Mindways and Ted had it SO MUCH EASIER being that they're both in the 6'+ range and Alex and I were...not.

Around 8:30, Mindways had to head home. Ted and I found his (??), Rebecca, who was the last of the other group, and the three of us decided to be the last stragglers. We finished another few rooms together, and finally at 9:30, our bodies decided to call it quits.

I had an absolute blast. I love the way that sticking with one group is good, in terms of solving puzzles, and I was very pleased with how well my later groups did with letting me take point on rooms I hadn't seen, to figure out how to solve them (and they would just do whatever physical things I requested). I got one nice compliment from Mindways, when I finished a room in about three and a half seconds and he sorta looked at me and said "so most people find that part to be really challenging, because [thing x]" and I just sortof goggled and replied that I hadn't even noticed.

I would one thousand percent go back, and am lightly planning to with Mindways and his sister in June once my school year ends (they both have often-free-during-the-day schedules). If you would like to go, hit me up! I will not spoil the quests for you! I will be obedient and maybe give hints if I am nice and be competent on the things that require competence.

Final verdict (no spoilers but I do say which rooms I found difficult or not )

I am all for puzzles and I am all for physicality and I am all for situations in which you are expected and encourage to fail better. It was a really great time, I enjoyed hanging out with all my teammates, and I encourage all of you to try it too.

And now I sleep for fifty years and see if my shoulders stop aching. :D!

~Sor
MOOP!
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So I think I've figured out my New Years Resolution(s), which I have not done in a few years, but I like being able to look back on them later and embarrassedly report in.

I have heard from various sources about the idea of chaining, and how well it seems to work. Basically, on every day you do your Good Thing, you give yourself a big ol' X on the calendar. Then you have a lovely long chain of x's, and the aesthetic of being some kind of badass like that makes you want to continue it. Motivation, ho!

I have done this previously, with 750words, and it really is a wonderfully heartwarming feeling to look at your calendar and have six straight months of being a rad thing without a single off day.

However, I am human, and more importantly, I am kindof a perpetually procrastinatory, usually unmotivated, fantastic fuck-up of a human. So I will be kind to myself. I would like to see if I can hit only eighty percent of this sort of chaining nonsense: twenty-five days a month. That's only about 300 days for the whole year, which I think I can probably do, yes.

I will be attempting four paths, as to make my life more interesting. First, of course, is writing. There is already a perfect website for this, I want to see if I can get back into the habit of a mere 750words per day. Not so many. Half an hour of writing and it makes my brain feel so much softer and nice. Even when it's not productive writing. Maybe especially when it's not productive writing.

The second is the ever-important Unfuck Your Habitat. My Habitat is embarrassingly fucked, basically all the time. In some sort of magical perfect world (hahahaha) if I spend twenty minutes every day working on cleaning things, I will eventually run out of a backlog of stuff to do and have to turn this chain into something else. Or I could turn it into doing more longer term cleaning tasks that no one actually does, like dusting the living room, or cleaning the stove.

Thirdly is circus arts. Not long, but if I spend fifteen minutes a day or so fucking around with juggling or contact juggling or handwalking or hooping, well, maybe I'll actually have some visually performative skills like I've wanted.

And the last chain is very simple. In fact, I am doing it right now: don't play Minesweeper. This is not an indictment against video games in general, or even Minesweeper specifically. This is just a reminder that Minesweeper adds nothing to my life, not even puzzlesolving skills at this point because it's become so rote. I am mildly addicted. Okay, the last few nights, I see the game when I close my eyes, maybe more than mildly addicted. And I don't even enjoy the damn thing! None of that, Mx Sorcy.

So those are my plans. If I am very good, I will get myself a calendar and actually make physical marks on all the days I do a Good Job.

13 is such a lucky number. Let's see if this is the year I can make myself feel like an adult.

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Of course, there is one other resolution, one that is more secret, one that is more small. I could feel it the other night, at the edges of my breakdown.

I want to be functional. I want to ask for what I need, because I deserve to be happy and deserve to be stable. And I have a great number of people who love me very much and agree with me. Who are _willing to help_.

All I have to do is ask. Lord is it the hardest thing. But I can do it. Slow but strong and stubborn, I will be the greatest thing I can.

Because let's face it: I am irrevocably awesome. And anyone who says otherwise can suck an exhaust pipe. <3


~Sor
MOOP!
sorcyress: Drawing of me as a pirate, standing in front of the Boston Citgo sign (Default)
*collapses* As per usual, I had quite a busy weekend, which leads to the question...whos bright idea was it for me to have a social life??

Yours

Fine, it was your idea, got it. Anyway, I had a lot of socialness this weekend.

With who?

I'm getting there, stop inturrupting. And anyway, you know who, you're me. Woah that sounds really freaky.

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sorcyress: Drawing of me as a pirate, standing in front of the Boston Citgo sign (Default)
(((This is a tangent post, meaning I'm liable to get started and just type, and not keep on any one topic.)))

It was pointed out to me recently that I'm growing up, and thats part of why I'm changing so much.

And thats very true.

The problem is, I'm growing in a completely different direction from my friends. And yet...I grow not at all.

I am still very very young at heart. I find great joy in rollar coasters and swingsets...

I love swings. I just swing and swing and swing, as high as I possibly can.

'Course, I can't do that anymore, not when the groups around, 'cause of all that synchrononity crap.

I am much younger at heart then the rest of the group. But at the same time, I'm terribly older. I do not understand their games, their customs, their wants and desires. It is almost as though I have been completely removed from their group. Abducted, and then had my brain washed out of their ideas and let sit, to grow ideas of my own.

I can remeber a time when I was on the same wavelength as they. When all I wanted was to be held and hugged, kissed and cuddled.

I still like hugs. A lot. Kind of a way to say "I love you" to someone without just saying it and getting funny looks.

I love you is a funny little phrase. I can remember one time with Veronica when I told her I loved her, but not in a romantic way. It was just the two of us, and it was almost embaressing to admit to my friend that I loved them. That was a long time ago.

Nowadays, I love everyone, and tell them so! If someone does something I like a lot, I will grin and say something along the lines of "I love you so much."

And they will grin and usually agree, by stating that they love me as well. Or, if their a senior techie with an ego to rival Zaphods, they'll simply smile and say "I love me too."

Oh wait. Forgot. He's gone now. Graduated. Dammit.

Damm you.

Couldn't wait another year? *sigh*

no, you really couldn't. You've got collage and all that entails. at least I have ways to keep in touch with you.

*double sigh*

Next year is going to be quieter, not as much fun. Of course, I'm going to say that every year. Senior years going to be the worst. I'll be going somewhere where I don't know anyone, and I'll be leaving three years of friends behind.

Dammit, I miss the seniors. It's been a week and I hate it.

I'm not sure I relized how centrally dependent I was on them 'til they left.

Of course, what I'm really dependent on is hugs. I like them. a lot. They're what keep me going.

It's hard to not hug people. Especially when I love them as much as I love you babe. Wife. *sigh*. I rarely meet people who won't always take my hugs. It's amusing to surprise people with hugs though.

A mini I love you.

*sends hugs out to everyone*

~Sorceress/Kat

MOOP!

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